A lil reunion

Its been almost 8 years since I graduated from my elementary or primary days. And since then I rarely had any communications with some of my old classmates. So its really been a treat today that we gathered and just have a little fun. It was kinda hard planning and organizing everything. heehee. Some of our old classmates was just hard to contact and reach. Daymn. Oh well in the end there was only few of us who could make it. It was all worth it though and to those who didn't make it, its your loss and guess you just have to wait another few more years to attend one of these again. (meanie much? hehe)

It was planned that everyone was gonna meet up at 8 am at the venue. I knew from the start that that won't happen. And guess what? I was right. hahaha. I showed up there at 930am and there was only three girls waiting there. The guys were still on their way and waiting for people. LOL. Oh well. One by one we screamed and hug the new comers. It was really nice to see 'em all. Some changed a lot, some not so. But one things for sure, one way or another, we all changed.

Even though the food wasn't enough, the place was crowded, and someone almost drowned it was sure fun fun fuuunnn. The boys went first to change and swim followed by I and some of the girls. Some are left alone as they don't want to make the water red (gets?). hehe. After playing on the water a bit. Boys went out for awhile and sneaked in bottles of booze. Woot woot. I initiated the drinking session and called everyone in the cottage.

At first everyone was a bit aloof but I got everyone into talking. It was sure funny and fun as everyone was joining in and making jokes. Everyone was game and no one is such a cry baby. Even when it came to sensitive topics. haha. I was the one pouring in the booze so no one notices that i wasn't taking the shots. But they noticed in time. haha. At least I only got to drink fewer than they did which was a lot too anyway. After that drinking session, everyone jumped into the pool again. RELIEF. Then the boys went karaoke-ing.Boy were they noisy! haha. The girls was left in the pool for awhile then started playing truth or dare like kids. And whoopsie daisy, I got owned by their dare. I aint gonna mention what it was but I daresay everybody enjoyed it, even me. *wonder wonder* :P Then the girls and I just followed the boys karaoke-ing and everyone at the resort can tell we were wasted.

Silly things we are. After that I have to goo... I was the earliest to go home... And they wouldnt let me forget it. Snide comments and dramatic one.Whew it was hard to go that time.But I really have to... And that is all. :)

Lovelots!

glaizaMarie

xoxo!

Christmas <3

"what a bright time, its the right time

to rock those nights away...

Jingle bell time is a swell time

to go riding in a one horse sleigh... "

This is a melody I've played over and over again since Christmas eve morn. Oh the cold nights and misty air. The starry night and twinkling lights. How I missed Christmas. Its been two years since I last celebrated Christmas in Philippines. Its really different. It was.. well... bland when we celebrate it in Brunei, not surprising as the country doesn't really celebrate it being a Muslim country. It was awesome that Christmas eve night waiting for the clock to strike 12am. The air was cold and misty, Christmas song in the background loud and soft, sweet laughter all around, readied feast at the table and gifts under the Christmas tree. (:

There was lots of us in our house as my relatives from my mom's side from Manila came down to celebrate Christmas with us. Not to mention the relatives of my dad's side near to us. Even some of my cousins friends joined us. It was really nice having them all to celebrate Christmas. We danced, sing, laughed, tease each other, and did so many silly things. Pictures and videos are taken everywhere. haha. But at when the clock strike at 12am, we all gathered on the table and said our prayers. Back to why we celebrate Christmas (: After the feast, my Mom and Dad practically gave everyone there a gift. :) Awwhhh. Its always been like that.

After that my cousins tried to make me drink but naaahh, i was a good lil girl that night.heehee. I went to see my childhood bessie next door but then they told me he's asleep already. But they told me to just go in and wake him up. lols. So I did. He was drunk and down. sheesh. But still I woke him up and because he loves me so much he did wake up and went to the house to celebrate christmas with me even just for a lil while. Awwwhhh. Isnt that sweet. heehee. But after a while I made him go back home coz he was seriously down and drunk. :)

All in all, it was great and awesome. :) Even though Santa might've forgot to grant my christmas wish. I guess this was enough. <3

without wax,

glaizaMarie17

xoxo

Childhood bessie :)

Awwhhh. My childhood friend visited tonight : I was halfway cooking dinner when he called from that gate. I greeted him back with a huge Hi and piggybacking on his back. LOL. He said I'm such a heavy pig. wahahaha. That ass. We had a great time. Talking and just laughing. About his girlfriendSSSSS emphasis on the S much? hahaha. Such a playboy. Oh he's gonna graduate soon as a Hotel and Restaurant Management Student. Niicee. He promised to mix me some cocktails ;) Tequila Sunrise, Margarita, and many more. How sweet is tat??? He had dinner at the house. He said my cooking was nice (at last a compliment from him! Ha!). Still laughter at the table. We're just downright silly and childish. We did some silly and naughty things. heehee. He's such a good sport. He said he'll be back tomorrow after his exams finished. Isn't that nice?

He put me in a good mood the whole night. :) I missed him really and we're gonna have our own "christmas party" ;) nyways cioa!

without wax,

gLaizaMarie

xoxo

And there goes the drawback

Salut people! Im back in Philippines and its really great to be back. I've been busy with friends and other stuff. Lotsa plans and outings. My bff's and I are gonna go swimming overnight to our usual hangout. Its really been awhile since we all got together. Its gonna be awesome. Also my primary classmates are planning to have a reunion. Won't that be nice? Many of us changed. I've even heard some news from them from their parents. Some downright tragic and sad and some are just funny and silly. And some of the news are from the unexpected people. Hahaha. Its really amazing how much people can change. Oh well as they say "Change is the only permanent thing in this world" :)

With all this fun I'm having Im really thrilled but there's a drawback. Hmmm. Its like there's something up with.. well with someone. I'm not sure if there IS something but why do i feel like there's something. Maybe its just me or anything but its really bothersome. Racking your brains whats up and what you've done wrong. Yikes. Gets you gloomy and down. You can't even enjoy what you're doing. Sigh. Help?

Imma have to say bye now! Cioa!

P.S. I miss you soo much and I love you. I really do.

Third persona.

She and Him

A beat her heart skips

as a thought crosses her mind

With a touch she strum the strings

and with her written song she sings

She longs to be with him,

the word miss often in her mind

Slowly the time pass and the clock ticks

seems to mock her and it makes her sick

Thoughts of him in her mind is

Stuck in her head like a melody

His touch seems to linger within

just the thought it makes her spin

Those words she longs to hear

It makes her heart throb and pound

His voice seems to be a cure

for her sickness thats so obscure

A move to make she's careful

a mistake scared she might make

To lose him is unbearable

she can't even imagine how terrible

A wish upon the comet

and a plea on that prayer

Grant the desire in her heart

or else it would just simply break her apart

bwaddy hell. hehe. To be honest I think what the girl is trying to convey here to "him" is that he means a lot to her and i dont think that he knows that. Im guessing the girl is trying to stress that. Everytime she says "the 3 words", she really means it and not just some habit or something. Stupid girl I think she is for not really saying this to the guy straight. sheesh. And i think the girl is scared here, for some things she comes to know or some small things she notices. Perhaps she's just really frightened that she'll lose this him. Sigh. I think stupidity comes with love dont you think? hehe. Anyways cioa!

That is the Question

Have you ever asked a question where the answer scares you? Have you ever really wanted to see something but was frightened what would be shown? Of course you have. I'm pretty sure everyone has experienced this. Its so complicated yet with a simplicity and sense on its own. Its like you know what the answer already is but you're kinda hoping that you're wrong. Its such a horrible feeling when what you asked for confirms you're feared answer but such a relief it it proves you wrong.

I think there's two options on this situation:

1. Pretend like you don't want to know or see and act like the OTHER answer other than the feared answer is THE answer. Its like be ignorant and just pretend nothing is bothering you.

2. Take the risk and get what you want. What you are afraid MIGHT be confirmed or PERHAPS relief will come to you as the answer proves you wrong about your feared answer.

Its hard to chose between those two. Be IGNORANT or take the RISK. Hmmmm. Some people would say option 2 is the most sensible coz truthfully its a fact that "People are always uncovering the unknowns" but also some also say option 1 is better as it was quoted "Ignorance is bliss".

Oh well. Bottomline? This feeling suck big time. Seriously. arrggghh. I experience this probably every night and just for a stupid lil thing to others maybe but the answer scares the heck outta me. :(

without wax,
gLaizaMarie17
xoxo

Salut!

Hmmmm this is my first post here in blogger. Wordpress is too stiff for my taste i realized lately. Blogspot is more flexible, it allows you to personalize it better :) I made a tumblr account too as another option but its almost the same as wordpress. Oh well. So what should i talk about in my first post here?…

Well… I’ll be going back to Philippines tommorow. Im excited :) There’s nothing like home right? And its been two years since I spend Christmas there so yeaa. Also I’m looking forward to see my bff’s! Cant wait. I miss them! I miss rajhiie! I miss him jumping on the bed waking me up. With that warmth everytime he goes near. Oh before you guys get any ideas, rajhie is my shih tzu. ;) I miss hanging out on the rooftop with the night breeze while stargazing. There’s so much I miss back in Ph. :)

And oh yea.. There’s also so many people that i missed right now. Friends from Miri and some other places.Awwhh. Not to mention YOU, especially you… I cant wait till we see each other. Right now whenever I think of you, minutes turns into hours and days seems to turn into weeks.When you asked why, its Because I miss you and I cant wait to be with you :( . And btw, everything will get better aiight? I can't promise to make it all okay but i promise i wont let you face it alone... (nuff of the cheesy part?) :P

Lemme end this post with a quote from a movie, guess which one it is ;) “If I say I love you, can i keep you forever?”

without wax,
gLaizamarie17
xoxo