Ok lets see what's on the list... 1st one up is about,
SCHOOL
Let me summarize it by what my dear honey Marwan said to me the other night "Hunz college has been raping you hard!!!" LOL. And I gotta agree with my honey. I has been driving me hardcore. This semester was really different from the last one. Wayyy different. Its only been a month and I've already had one meltdown. Its like almost everyday we have a deadline to meet. Everyday there's something important to do. If not a lab sheet to pass, a practical, if not a tutorial, a paper to write, if not a research, an online quiz. Resulting in several skipped meals and sleepless nights resulting in a very haggard me. I got seriously ill just before the holidays starts. Fever, sore throat, headache, back ache and let me tell you that was horrible. =( I still went to class with that sickness. Sigh. Even now that I'm in my holidays I'm still constantly thinking about schoolwork! Waaaah. But also somehow... I like being busy. Weird eh? heehee.
FRIENDS and PEOPLE
Well what can I say? I still have some of the old crowd, some I lost, and some new ones came. I love the old ones, I treasure them. =) But I hate losing people. I've met lots of people too and made connections with few of the other old ones I know of which is nice. =) But there's these few people... I don't know whether I still have them or I just lost them. Its just that with these people you don't know where you stand with them. Whether they're mad at you, friends with you, or just plain ignoring you. There was this one incident where I was close to being a bitch but I just thought they're so not worth it. Sigh. Even now some of my friends can't stand them. I don't want any bad blood really. But sometimes they're way out of line. Seriously. They should tone down a bit. But I'm trying to be friends with everyone, it sucks when you have to be awkward and stuff. heehee. Well anyways besides that I'm glad to have new people coming. We were even thinking of founding a sorority, won't that be fun? ;) Oh I'm glad to have my babe back. But its not like before. I guess he'd have to tone it down coz of the gf. Oh he lied about that to me btw which was... disappointing? Oh well I still love him, he's back and thats all that matters. Then there's this people I knew before but dont really have that close thing with... and now thats changing. I'm really happy for that. Bottomline is it sucks to lose friends so I try to keep them as much as possible which is hard. And I love the old ones that i still have and thats been here for me through thick and thin. ;)
LOVE-LIFE DEPARTMENT ♥♥♥
"ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES" hahaha. Yes yes I'm single... and ready to mingle? apparently so. Well what can I say? I just am. ;)
Its been roller coaster ride. And for the past track i don't wanna dwell so much on this so i'll just say I'm happy that your happy for now and thats all that matters. :P
And since I'm single and human I have crushes, lots of 'em. LOL, you know just crushes anyways. But they don't seem to notice that I exist (could I be more taylor swift-ish?) Some don't really know me and im too... SHY? Yea yea dont be surprises I can be shy too. There's this guy... he's smart, cute, tall, awesome player (sports not the player like playa') and he's so kind and sweet. Also his innocence is just too... cute? irresistable? haha. Wish I could be more closer to him. He seems so nice and cute. Thenn there's this other guy, and man he lookss HOT. He's got this snobbish but definitely hotness look. Daymnn. Then he have this hobby that just suits his image and makes him even look hotter like 1000 times!!! :))))
Then there's the few guys who pursuits me. But they seem to want more than what I can give to them right now. I already told them that I'm not ready yet, and they're good FRIENDS, yet they're oh-so-persistent. I think they're getting wrong signals. sheesh.
Bottomline? I'm enjoying as much as possible being single. I think I'm not ready for a full commitment for now. I'm just too hurt I guess from the last one. So cautious and yeah maybe you'd call me paranoid. heehee. But it would be awesome if one of my crushes actually works out... AS A FRIEND. :P anywaysss. oh love love love. ♥
So im ending this update session for now... this one's long aint it? well its a month worth of happening so there you go. :P Gonna update this bloggie tommorow too since I'd probably be bored coz I'm on holidays right now. :) Anyways... Life is life and a lil words of wisdom before I end this. "No life is a waste. The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking that we're alone" ....
Lovelots! ♥
glaizaMarie
xoxo
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