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Not again.

WHY?! WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THAT?!?!? For Pete's sake you have done it again. Can't you stay away from "those" people who play "those" role in my life. It's damn annoying. It's not that you bug me because I could care less about you but in this case, YES YOU ARE A BUG. And I wish I could squish you like one. Which I probably could anyway. GAADDD.

Ok breathe. In and out. Inhale Exhale.

Sigh. I thought we both had an unspoken agreement of some sort. I know our feelings for each other is mutual and it's been "fine" ever since. It wasn't that pleasant but at least we were both civil. I don't really even care about you, and it's been good. But you are doing what you did before that I think practically hated you in the gut. :(

I know this aint good. I just needed to vent out I guess.

Stuck.

I feel STUCK. Mind-wise, if there is such a thing. It's like I can't think of definite thoughts or generate some sensible or absolute things. I wanna write something, but the idea is very vague in my mind like a saltwater trying to be an ice in normal freezing temperature. Even a status in facebook I can't think to form one or maybe blog about my day. I start out... then nada. It's very frustrating. Everytime that happens I just feel more into deep in this feeling. I feel... blocked. Stuck. And it sucks. I don't think it's laziness coz I WANT to do it. Its just my mind doesn't want to cooperate.

I want to be more active again, like before. With all my poems, realizations, and even just my 'rants', I want it all back. There was a time that it all pours out with my feelings. I was filled with energy to do it all as it comes into my mind, or if my mind wills it to. I want to think myself as a person with passion, a driven person. I am. I know I am. But I don't know... maybe it's just a phase? or it's just that I have been too busy? or was "dormant" for too long while I was in Brunei? I hope it changes soon. Because I am not liking a bit of what's been happening.

xoxo
glaii

Philippines and not feeling surprised

Flying to Philippines tommorrow. Yay! I've been waiting for this. To get outta here in Brunei. Flight's at 230. So that means heading out to the airport around 10.30 or something to make it 2 hours before the flight since its a 2hour drive from KB to Bandar. Should be arriving in Philippines at 4? 5? its a 2hour flight. After that its a 6hour drive from Manila to my place and we are HOME :) Yes its a long journey but what else can we do? Airasia was being a bitch. haha.

Packing was tedious as ever. Sads. But I think I managed to fit everything that I wanted to bring :D I got me some extra space since I know it would be filled up as I'll be going back on February 2. I have must-do list when I'm back. Have to meet bestfriends, friends, previous classmates, and prolly meet new people on the process. Especially after my parents leave a week earlier than us. hahaha. ;) Can't wait to have the foods that I miss for so long! I won't mention them since some of it might be disgusting to others. :P I just can't wait. I'm having a mix feeling about that though. I mean imma be enjoying it there but at the same time its because of that that I'm hoping time will pass fast. :)

Anyways, on the other side note... Do you know the feeling that when someone do something that upsets you? And been doing it for quite awhile and you just got used to it? Then the thing is, it upsets and saddens you but it doesn't surprise you anymore. You don't expect the person to do otherwise. You knew they'll do it again, but it still has the same effects. Don't you think that that makes it worst? Sads.

So anyways again, i'm flying off tomorrow. Will be in Philippines tomorrow. At least that's one to yay about. YAY!

the 1 kg mark ;)

Hola! I'm so bored right now so i just felt like updating meh blog. Hmmm what to post. Well I've been so bored here in Brunei and mostly stuck in the house. I can't wait till I get back in Philippines. It should be more interesting than here. Much much more interesting. I miss my friends back there.. the real ones. Sigh. I guess I shouldn't go in there. Anywaysss I've also been going to the gym these past few days and eating less. I'm trying to lose few pounds. Actually mainly on the tummy. I'm doing a lot of cardio and focusing on the abs. There's been some improvements I guess. I've lost 1 kg. hehe. But no visual progress yet. I hope it'll work. If not then I guess it's ok, I'm happy with my body right now as well. :)

I watched Tron last Saturday in 3D! It was ok. Not exactly impressed with it that much. But I love the Ducati in their, and the eye makeup of Quora and the other girl. I'm such a weirdo, mixed much? heehee. Sunday was a typical family day in the house. Barbecue for lunch, Dad fixing stuff, me and mom cooking, movies together at night. :) Though family ain't complete yet. My brother will come on the 24th and my sister/cousin tommorow. Everyone's here for Christmas! Yay!

Speaking of Christmas, I don't like spending Christmas here in Brunei. Sigh. I know it really shouldn't matter where you are and the spirit of Christmas should be in your heart and should be nowhere affected by decorations around you. But it's so much better in Philippines, back home where everyone celebrates it, the Christmas spirit is so alive and jolly unlike here. At Christmas eve, the house looks so lively, food, lights, songs sand carols, laughter, relatives, gifts, neighbors coming over and you coming over there as well, it's just so amazing. I guess I just have to stop being a grinch and be happy that the whole family will be here and find the spirit of Christmas in my heart. hahaha. ;)

I guess I gotta go now. I got nothing to say nymore and it's pretty late. Prolly be back tommorow when I'm uber bored! I miss my lappy! my gaaaddd! So anyways cioa!!!!

xoxo

ashiza

Movies

Been watching movies since I got back here in Brunei since there's nothing to do anyways. :) I watched, The Chronicles of Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader, Rapunzel or Tangled, and of course Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows pt 1.

Of course Harry Potter was a must watch. I loved it, well maybe I'm biased since I've always been an HP fan. It was really good for me though a wee bit disappointed coz they didn't get some scenes right. Sads. But I guess they really had to compressed and change a bit of this and that. My dad didn't like the movie. He said the story moved slow... Guess he's more of an action guy but he did like Order of the Phoenix, or as he called it the one where the other guy fought with Dumbledore. :)) I love the actors, they played it oh-so-right. Fred and George, still hilarious as ever. Ginny and Hermione were gorgeous, my goodness. Ron was Ron but in a more mature way. Harry... what can I say... i.just.adore.him. He's amazing. :) Both the character and the actor. All the other were great as well. I can't wait for the pt 2.Though I could say this phrase with the books, maybe for it to be complete, I need to finish the movies as well (no question bout that anyways) "I have stuck with Harry till the end"

Tangled. I laughed so hard. So much. :)) This movie was hilarious. I really enjoyed this movie. Rapunzel was one of my favorite fairytale. I once had a game in our pc when I was what, 6? 7? that I played over and over again. I still have the CD right now. haha. It was Barbie Rapunzel. I always fancy myself one since I have long hair since i was a kid ;) Anyways this movies was really nice and enjoyable. The rendition was funny and goofy in a good way since the main concept of the story is still there and its still fairytale-ish.

Last one... Narnia. I guess it's ok. And since I've read the books it was kinda... a disappointment a lil? The usual, some scenes aint there, scenes that wasnt right. But I think they succeeded in giving a good visualization of the movie. :) Gaaaddd! Caspian is hawt! hehe. Nothing much to say here. hehe

I wanted to watch these in 3D but fortune does not smile upon me. It was always full even though we try to book early. Maybe when I'm back in Philippines. But no more good movies. Sads. Anyways I guess this is where I end my post! Ciao~

glaizamariie17

xoxo

Gym!

After days and days of procrastination I, ladies and gentlemen, have started going to the gym. YAY! It was tedious. I was so excited and all. Trainer guy was all good and british-accent-hunk guy that showed me all around. Then, well, do what the gym was paid for. haha. Started with cardio. Elliptical, treadmill, rowers. Whew! Tiring. Very tiring. It felt like my heart is gonna get out of the chest XD Oh I was so stupid to actually forget to bring water >.<>

So it took me around 1 hour and 20 minutes? or something like that. I didnt feel anything at first on the way back. But gaaad! after a while of walking at the house i suddenly felt it. My body is feels all so soorrree. :( Its making me so crabby. Not to mention my headache and i'm damn hungry. Im trying to lessen my food intake so gym won't be in vain. It's so hard.

I never actually went through with this keeping fit whenever i start to but I never did apply for a gym membership before. Back then it was only going tennis, jogging, and swimming. Then mom would stock some junk food in the fridge and say bye bye to the plan. :P I'm not exactly overweight but you could see fats on my arms (CHICKEN WINGS :S) and on the tummy (so so awful).

So maybe this one will stick. Hopefully. I mean gym is gonna be paid for and I wont want that to be such a waste right? Actually I don't mind exercising. Its the food. The fooooddd! I love eating. Gaadd. This is gonna be hard but i'll try. We'll see how far I can persevere. Besides it's only the first day so maybe, just maybe, it'll get better. :)

-glaii17