Stuck.

I feel STUCK. Mind-wise, if there is such a thing. It's like I can't think of definite thoughts or generate some sensible or absolute things. I wanna write something, but the idea is very vague in my mind like a saltwater trying to be an ice in normal freezing temperature. Even a status in facebook I can't think to form one or maybe blog about my day. I start out... then nada. It's very frustrating. Everytime that happens I just feel more into deep in this feeling. I feel... blocked. Stuck. And it sucks. I don't think it's laziness coz I WANT to do it. Its just my mind doesn't want to cooperate.

I want to be more active again, like before. With all my poems, realizations, and even just my 'rants', I want it all back. There was a time that it all pours out with my feelings. I was filled with energy to do it all as it comes into my mind, or if my mind wills it to. I want to think myself as a person with passion, a driven person. I am. I know I am. But I don't know... maybe it's just a phase? or it's just that I have been too busy? or was "dormant" for too long while I was in Brunei? I hope it changes soon. Because I am not liking a bit of what's been happening.

xoxo
glaii