Getting Old

I'm only counting hours before I gain another year on my age. 19, The big 19. A year before you turn into your 20's. Sigh. Is it normal to mourn over your age? :)) Oh well.

Anyways, I'm a year older soon enough. 5 hours more to be exact. Time for reflection. Some "deep" questions. I don't mean that we should only do this when our birthday comes up. But its important to do this so on your birthday. :) Maybe questions like, "What lessons have I learned?", "Have I gone grown wiser?", "What else can I improved?", Sorta like those.

Past year of my life, I've made so many mistakes. I've hurt so many people. But I've been hurt a lot too. I try to absorb as many lessons-learned-from-mistakes. I've tried to "grow up" without being a stick in the mud. I try to broaden my knowledge. My dreams got bigger. I've failed so many times, I failed so many people. I've fallen down, I've stood up. So many drama's I've been into, escaped from, many I've caused and some I solved. This are just some of the "happenings" in the past year.

I wanna be a better person. But I can't help but make mistakes. I'm gonna learn from my mistakes. I won't let anyone get in my way. Do what I can. I'm gonna keep going and face obstacles head on. No? Chyea right, BRING IT!

Happy Birthday to me ^_^

Lovelots~
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