Food Guilt

Was watching GG (Gilmore Girls) then tummy was complaining for some food. So walking walking into the kitchen to get something. *digging digging* into the fridge, into the pantry, into the drawers. I found some corn, thought I could cook it with butter like what they do in Miri, and then I found the rocky road ice cream on the freezer. But know what? I ended up with a healthy yummy yogurt. Sigh.

I'd feel so guilty if I picked either of the two left options. :( I feel so fat. Oh yes say it, "You're such a girl"... But I can't help it. I am gaining weight. Going to the country club a few days a week doesn't really help. And my love for food ain't a sweet thing for this issue either.

Ugh. Why issit so hard to lose weight while it's so freakiin easy to gain. Just sit around and do nothing. Sigh. I miss my body before I went here in Brunei. Arrgghhh. If Brunei wasn't so damn boring. Oh yes, it is connected. Just think hard. Anyhow, tata for now!