Its raining ♥

Its raining. I love the rain but its's making me miss him more. It's been 6 days, almost a week since we parted. The verdict? IT SUCKS. I don't know how I'm gonna bear with this for 86 more days. See how insane i'm going coz of this? I actually counted the days till we see each other again.

The rain outside makes me think and sad on just about everything. I've never really believed in long distance relationship. I don't know, cynical as it maybe but the stories you hear, the shows you watch, the people you know who didn't survive a LDR (long distance relationship). The distance between them seemed to overwhelm the whole relationship, the emotions that they have. What makes it so different when your other half is not beside you? The touch? The caress? Their mere voice? As they said, Long distance don't work.

But now, I'm convinced otherwise. There's this hope or voice within that says it's gonna be all okay. Even though it sucks and sometimes insufferable it seems like nothing will happen that can break us off. It feels so reassuring. I felt really reassured. Is it this way when you really like? love? the person? When the other person you already consider as your other half or already a part of you? Each day is awful. You just can't wait till you finish the ldr phase.

I miss him like crazy. I just can't wait till I finish counting the days. Those 86 days to 0. Ashwin Radha Nathan. Can't wait! ♥♥♥

-ashiza16