Please not an Eating Disorder

I think I'm getting sick :| Oh God.. please let me not be starting to be bulimic or anorexic. Cause these past few days I've been eating way less. I try to eat normally but i just don't have the appetite sometimes. My eating time is way off. I'd eat at 3pm then have snacks at about 1am. Sometimes id just be eating once a day and even that one meal id just eat a little. And when I see something that I'd like to eat I'd just take one or two bites then I'm done. This is the worst part... I'd vomit everytime i feel full. Or just have that gag reflex. I'm worried. I didn't tell this to my mom or dad cause I don't wanna freak them out and my mom tends to over react to things like this. But my sister actually notices these things and she knows. She's also kinda worried. Sigh...

Please... I know I've been obsessed with losing a lil weight but not this way and I never wanted to starve myself. Gosh no. I'm praying that this is just nothing. I don't wanna be bulimic or anorexic. That would be horrible. :s

Lovelots and really worried,

glaiza

xoxo